I exactly know how much difficult it is to transfer "hang in there" into "enjoy", to transfer "torture" into "test". It is not only about endeavor, it's about attitude.

Remember what it is said? "I enjoy it. But I should step further" Pretty damn to the point, dude! It makes me kind of suddenly awake and that's exactly what I should learn, should remember and should really digest. I mean I might have been known it, but I didn't recognize it.

I know I always stick to what I think is right. But sometimes it means stubborn.

I know I always take pains to what I decide to do. But sometimes I might jump the gun.

Also, I would try the utmost to make it satisfactory. But sometimes it causes unsatisfied.

Also, I would make myself thoughtful. But sometimes I make myself stressful.

Nothing about righr or not. It's about suitable or not.

Good to realize it. Specifically in this special situation.

Long way to go. Specifically for the sake of real meaning in life.

Remember that choice? TRUTH or HAPPINESS.

Happiness, I said. Since I choose happiness.